I'm back the chats and my work is piling up. After years of absence from the virtual world, the daily grind has led me back to chat in search of some excitement. However, given my background, this time I have a few things clear: no chat (I mean on a repetitive basis) to people with family or who resides away from my city. In the case of someone close to "free" the idea would not extend for weeks or months to spend chat but in real life. And finally, the truth that I'm pretty quiet and sexual motivation are the least move me, my intentions are "healthy" to find a nice girl and get to know ...
This is the theory, see how things stand at present. Let's start with most recent: last entered the chat, and in the absence of the person sought, I start talking to a lady of high birth. Haha, well, no, actually was the first who was passing by. The conversation deals with literary aspects initially to pass, then other issues draft (and this is literal, as will be seen later it was something pierced ... haha). Soon I said your situation: Married with two children, wanting to divorce her husband but unable so far to do so by economic dependency, not sex, search the chat out of your routine, you know someone preste atención, con quién charlar con complicidad. De ahí quizás pasaría a una fase de encuentros. No tiene claro el tema sexual, pero sí se ve con ganas de besos, abrazos, "magreos",… Alternativamente, y visto que eso es lo que mayoritariamente se encuentra en la red, se plantea probar una relación o encuentro meramente sexual. Se considera poco lanzada, no sabe si se decidirá a dar el paso y además intuye que eso no le va a llenar… pero se está planteando probar. En fin, lo típico.
La conversación estaba resultando agradable pero puesto que, además de casada vive lejos, le manifesté la imposibilidad de repetir nuestra charla en ocasiones posteriores. El caso es the chat was careening toward sexual issues, preferences, fantasies, etc ... Though she's not having practiced in real life recreating delighted me what you would like to try a male cumshot in her mouth ...
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... Although he claims not to have practiced in real life recreating delighted me what you would like to try a male cumshot in her mouth, licking his lips with the hot milk while watching a provocative fashion ... As your partner is, porn is rife not only in us ... haha. Ah, yes, the scene would end with a long, deep kiss, tasting together "love" ... Bonita situation, yes sir, at least for my taste. I also said their willingness to try anal sex on occasion, though not entirely come to please consider that it is good to have your man happy and it is fixed in others. " Haha, it seems a bit exaggerated this: you will be happy with a set of things not for anal sex practice or not. At one point I told him that he would proceed to masturbate, the situation was tense and ... well, rather than tense say tough. She said she also was very horny but not used to masturbate ... This time he wanted but he would wait the next day to be alone at home to get comfortable in bed ... in fact it would in the position he likes best: remember our conversation and put on all fours, imagining that give it a few slaps on the ass, penetrated with dildo ... Already we said goodbye, without giving us any information about each other, when I came to say that I imagine it was sensual and I'd like to hear at that time. Surprise: I called the phone and told me to call. The fact is that I came on-line, haha, about his imaginary mouth ... and we said goodbye until another day ... pending the time masturbatory phone I would be told in whispers and gasps ...
That was late yesterday. Today, with the few hours of sleep, I was not much to the work of the affairs of the "fucking." The fact is that if I had known that would have followed suit, is a morbid situation that arose. But, in short, kept the conversation was pleasant chat for a while but nor am I going through your head pay attention to a woman in her circumstances. Although he showed his willingness to talk on another occasion I do not think this is going to give ... except incidentally, in a situation of "heater", I feel like looking for a morbid situation, chat over phone that, for change, as is more entertaining masturbate together than alone. Beyond this I have no other interest, perhaps if I could work a "pillar cacho" ... but no, I like to do 500 miles to take a "dust." In short, this "relationship" has no future. Maybe we'll talk again another day or maybe not, is irrelevant.
Anyway, I went to chat not looking to have cybersex or meet someone new, no, no way, I went looking for another girl that I've tried and it has similarities with the previous one ... the fact is that not appeared and I got distracted with another. This second, I sought, it is also a girl many years married, with children, and pretend to have any "adventure", seek excitement after many years with a very quiet life ... She has a friend in the same situation but that is ahead and has already had cyber relationships, dating, sex, ... The slogan that has given him that friends is: "when you feel butterflies in your stomach you have to do is get laid and running." In short, they have a stable life and want some excitement but not excessively complicated. Therefore, in principle, seeking married men ... The girl did not deserve my attention if not because it's a city close to mine and is determined to realize their plans ... The fact is that the more I act cold and distant most insists its plans to hold a meeting. I, given my lack of commitment, not shun the fact meet, drink coffee ... until I raised the possibility of going one day to see together Guggehmhein Museum, I have ... More formal entries can not be, right?
The case is this: the more calm I put the matter more "sparks" coming to propose to go to a city "neutral" which has a floor and go directly there to be discreet. It has also shown interest in whether I live alone, the availability of my house ... Then I've done the distracted, I still get the repairs I said at the time that my home is "tainted" by a lady who only seek revenues carnal (dear reader, please click here for reading my doubts), not the book for the woman of my life. Actually I do not pay much attention because I think these things are said but then it costs to implement them. Regarding the sexual issue is considered, literally, backward, due to the religious education you received. However it is a dilemma because you want to try some things ... It will not sex for sex, looking to find complicity with someone, feel something, there cuddles, hugs, kisses and ... However, I'm guessing he says "viciosilla" and you want to do things you never made ... for example is willing to swallow what is in the writings!, well, concrete, swallowed an ejaculation (see, now you're in the letters) ... lol, everything is repeated, as in fashion, lol. The truth is that viewing the contents of this blog post could have titled "Oral Fixation" tour as the music of Shakira. Ummmm, Shakira ...
After each chat conversation specifically emphasized when we will talk, tells me the hours that will be connected, and to meet again, everything reminds me thought of me, trust me their things ... Ah, it feels, I am not interested in a girl partner and a life made ... In fact, both with respect to this and the last girl I spoke, and I ask for his physique, hair color, left ... left. But there you are to be distant the "sets." With this I do not know what to do, and with the former I see no viable beyond a morbid time point, it is not living near what I wanted ... but his insistence on giving firm steps makes me think about it ... But I think it will cost and decide what you want is to be complicit with someone, get attention, to give security ... and become more "straws mental" than anything else. This makes it a candidate for not take time ... but my convictions are breaking down when he says that has taken the decision that is me to whom I give the thrill-seeking step in your life. I do not know me is putting the teeth, and not only that, long ... Uff, what a lazy, if I work a little like something ... but I'm not my cup of tea, but at times I think it is released can only on her heart that her cunt, sorry, I meant the sentimental side on sexual thing to me, given your situation, the only thing that interests me.
Just try to keep in touch to see if it triggers a real fast, even a simple coffee. I know that rushing is not good, so if she intended to let us know and we chat for a while has not found the right person, that I've lived other times and it fills me. It is also not ruled out that we do not talk, nothing would happen.
This second girl is preceded by another. Well, actually, yesterday I went to chat to find the second girl and ended up talking to the third (which is the first in this tale of my wanderings virtual). But the good thing is that yesterday I went to chat to find the second girl because the first, which now speak with that I really wanted to chat, was not connected. Who is she? And what his free time? No idea. Come on, no idea what does in his spare time, I know little while. Yes, in my recent return to the virtual world, and after several attempts, I went for a girl that filled my expectations. Haha, see, let's face it, I'm talking about a girl I chatted with four or five times. Yes, we met about a week ago and the first day we were chatting about four hours straight ... Years ago they did not spend much time in these activities. The first impression was good, the talks are welcome, is cultured, funny, a year younger than me, very close, without a partner ... With someone like me want to chat and, in due course, unknown. We have a curious coincidence: we both like the south, flamenco, ... Where will I find another way? Haha, this question is silly.
Well, the matter: the thing has gone more or less, the talks have fallen time and hassle ... but more on his part than mine. Like we have not agreed on schedule or, in the hours that we agree she has said, sometimes surprising and with some haste, could not continue chatting because I had to do things ... I do think that is something out there ... God, what jealousy!. Haha, what will that do what you want. My conversations with her have had almost no sexual component, I have been very polite, well ..., as I said, my interest is to know a girl that be fine ... otherwise, it is not the principal, will follow in due course. Someday is not connected I have sent an email with a Saluditos ... that has not deigned to answer!, And that he has refused in subsequent talks. I do not know, maybe she has detected some effort on my part too interested in her. All this leads me to one conclusion: the more you go from an Aunt "makes you more attention? Then get silly. If I am interested in a woman is because it awakens in me wanting to know more, because I like what I know ... but it seems that this is just not there to do. In short, I like being shown a little cold ... Well, that's like me ... hehe. The truth I know very little about this girl, I mean in terms of knowledge, in fact I've avoided typical to ask for his physique, hair color, etc.. Also with that I am prone to daydreaming and romanticizing things ... But I repeat that is good and that has sparked something in me ... haha, but it certainly is not the desire I have to fall in love, love and feel loved . It has come up rather than the thing cool off, you have to take things easy. How quickly I forget that this chat is nonsense, the same thing I know physically and raise any attraction, or that his character is not according to my tastes (butt submissive and obliging, that nooooooooooooooo, lol).
Now what? Well, I'd like to talk more days with her, see if we agree on many things ... and all without my hopes and fond of, it makes no sense to know the person, look, ... but this is a two, so the same thing she has other intentions, interests ...
This has been the sentimental summary of my last week. Manolo Escobar would say, I have three loves, all different, all female. One is by far my married, another is that of my married closely, and another is my solterita, lucky to have all three! Of course, you know Humanity me who I like is the single girl with an air of realism sur ... How little nest in my head, if you really do not know! Namely, like in a week does not keep in touch with any of the three.
The truth is that probably is a hoax going to search the Internet so you do not have in real life, but after some quiet years then it is better these illusions and emotions, more mental than real as it seems, a monotonous life.
Finally, after all, and paraphrasing José Tomás, what is life without love?
